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4.3.25 - 5:43 am

crashed out real hard on my family the other day, i am humiliated and want to fall off the face of the earth. but it was honestly really deserved, every1 i've talked to has agreed. i really need outta here !! other than that, i jus been doin' me which is really chill. i've met some very nice people that are soso sweet n seem so genuine n they want to teach me how to drive ! :') i could cry thinking ab it. lowkey will save my life. i love them sm. it's very refreshing bcos i feel like i really lack genuine people in my life (esp irl n they r close if that isn't obvious). n i don't get why it's hard to come by. hyper-specific complaint: if you wanted me around, you wouldn't have made it so i deadass could not be there. if you don't like my friends, don't come around. if you're upset i don't interact with you like before or as often, come up with a reason as to why i would want to that isn't you believing that i'm a whore or in love with you. not sure what you think you know, but all i can do is let you be wrong and continue living my life. why would i waste time being tolerated when i can just be genuinely liked? is this not what you wanted? idk it's honestly just truly giving off that YOU'RE in love with ME and think i'm flirting with the people i've been talking to lately and can't handle it now. n if you see this i'm sorry, but this my site n i do what i want. will be so happy to talk ab it tho i'll be so autisticly blunt it'll be uncomfy. but that's part of me jus doin' me baby i'm just saying shit as i think it instead of trying to make it palatable for others !!

3.15.25 - 4:56 pm

i feel like that gif of that lil bunny creature walking in the dark w a candle constantly. just lost. need to learn to keep my mouth shut more often. wish i knew more people who think and see the world like me. wish i could articulate my thoughts better. honestly,,, just wish everything was different

mood: exhausted

2.6.25 - 8:41 pm

i've come up with a 5 year plan. i've decided that i really want to go to school and i want to do something with my life. it's going to be extremely difficult to pull off, but i'm hoping that if i'm aggressive enough about my wants, i can make it happen. i used to think i didn't want to pursue higher education because of my performance in middle and high school, but i've rediscovered my passion for learning. i just have to learn something i actually am interested in. actually, overall i've rediscovered a lot and learned a lot of new things about myself lately. someone left a (now deleted) message on my guest book, said something like "i'm glad you're still you". i'm more me than i ever have been. in the most loving way possible, i hope you feel like you're missing out, because you are.

mood: hopeful

2.3.25 - 10:51 pm

i'm so tired all the time, but i have a hard time falling asleep when i try to lay down. i'm constantly going from staring at my computer screen until i can't take it anymore and lay down, to staring at my ceiling trying to sleep until i can't take it anymore and get up and get on the computer. i think i might have scurvy... but anyway, i try to use my time as best as possible since i can't sleep but it never feels like enough. i've done a decent amount on here, and i've been keeping up with my duolingo, but i'm still not satisfied. plus, i'm out of weed so i can't even get high!!!

mood: exhausted

1.30.25 - 5:36 am

i've been pretty stressed out lately, but i feel like i've gotten a lot done because of it ! lol. i've been studying, watching, and creating a lot to get my mind off things. it's been pretty cool. and i think i can relax now, or at least i'm going to try my best to. i'm on the path of getting my shit together, and part of that is doing more things that are good for me !! i've just got to remember that there's no one stopping me from doing what i want besides myself, and that i'm not going to get in trouble for anything unless i break the law !! RAHHH

mood: determined

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food review!

explanation: i'd consider myself a pretty picky eater, despite loving a pretty wide variety of foods. i have a really hard time trying new things, and there's a lot of stuff that i want to like so bad but can't get myself to try! so i decided to log all of my food adventures to hopefully encourage myself to be a little more brave :)

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